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August 3, 2020

Review: Someone's Listening by Seraphina Nova Glass



Someone's Listening by Seraphina Nova Glass  

My rating: 3.5 of 5 stars
Published: July 2020
Someone's Listening  


Dr. Faith Finley is a psychiatrist who specializes in helping abuse victims. She gives step by step instructions on how to leave your abuser. One night after her latest book launch, she and her husband, Liam are in a car accident. Liam can't be found afterwards and Faith is sure he was in the car with her. All evidence points to his disappearance and why wouldn't he disappear since he and Faith have been having some issues. Faith doesn't believe he disappeared and she is determined what happened to her and her husband on that fateful night. Fearing the police aren't doing enough, she does her own research to find out what happened to her husband. When Faith starts to get excerpts from her book, she starts to get scared. Someone is listening to everything going on in her life. Who is it, what did they do with her husband, and what do they want now?

Thank you to Harlequin and NetGalley for the opportunity to read and review this title.

Again another lovely thriller. This one was good in spurts. There were places in the book where the story fell flat and I found myself falling asleep. Overall, it was enjoyable and I had no idea who was after Faith. Everyone was suspect. From the old lover, to the husband himself. Could it be her brother-in-law or a former patient? The last half of the book was definitely better than the first half.

If you are a thriller lover, I think you will enjoy this one.  I really felt for Faith and her struggles throughout this whole story.  She has survived a lot in life and having to go through this storm seems almost more than she can handle.  We as women are resilient and we can make it through.  This is the first book I've read by Seraphina Nova Glass and I look forward to reading more.


EXCERPT:

PROLOGUE

WHEN I WAKE UP, IT’S BLACK AND STILL; I FEEL A light, icy snow that floats rather than
falls, and I can’t open my eyes. I don’t know where I am, but it’s so quiet, the silence rings in my
ears. My fingertips try to grip the ground, but I feel only a sheet of ice beneath me, splintered
with bits of embedded gravel. The air is sharp, and I try to call for him, but I can’t speak. How
long have I been here? I drift back out of consciousness. The next time I wake, I hear the
crunching of ice under the boots of EMTs who rush around my body. I know where I am. I’m
lying in the middle of County Road 6. There has been a crash. There’s a swirling red light, a
strobe light in the vast blackness: they tell me not to move.
“Where’s my husband?” I whimper. They tell me to try not to talk either. “Liam!” I try to
yell for him, but it barely escapes my lips; they’re numb, near frozen, and it comes out in a
hoarse whisper. How has this happened?
I think of the party and how I hate driving at night, and how I was careful not to drink too
much. I nursed a glass or two, stayed in control. Liam had a lot more. It wasn’t like him to get
loaded, and I knew it was his way of getting back at me. He was irritated with me, with the
position I’d put him in, even though he had never said it in so many words. I wanted to please
him because this whole horrible situation was my fault, and I was sorry.
When I wake up again I’m in a hospital room, connected to tubes and machines. The IV
needle is stuck into a bruised, purple vein in the back of my hand that aches. In the dim light, I
sip juice from a tiny plastic cup, and the soft beep of the EKG tries to lull me back to sleep, but I
fight it. I want answers. I need to appear stabilized and alert. Another dose of painkiller is
released into my IV; the momentary euphoria forces me to heave a sigh. I need to keep my
eyes open. I can hear the cops arrive and talk to someone at a desk outside my door. They’ll tell
me what happened.
There’s a nurse who calls me “sweetie” and changes the subject when I ask about the
accident. She gives the cops a sideways look when they come in to talk to me, and tells them
they only have a few minutes and that I need to rest.
Detective John Sterling greets me with a soft “Hello, ma’am.” I almost forget about my
shattered femur and groan after I move too quickly. Another officer lingers by the door, a tall,
stern-looking woman with her light hair pulled into a tight bun at the base of her skull. She tells
me I’m lucky to be alive, and if it had dropped below freezing, I wouldn’t have lasted those
couple hours before a passing car stopped and called 911. I ask where Liam is, but she just
looks to Sterling. Something is terribly wrong.
“Why won’t anyone tell me what happened to him?” I plead. I watch Detective Sterling as
he picks his way through a response.
“The nurse tells me that you believe he was in the car with you at the time of the
accident,” he says. I can hear the condescension in his voice. He’s speaking to me like I’m a
child.

“They said ‘I believe’ he was? That’s not a— That’s a fact. We came from a party—a
book signing party. Anyone, anyone can tell you that he was with me. Please. Is he hurt?” I look
down at my body for the first time and see the jagged stitches holding together the bruised flesh
of my right arm. They look exaggerated, like the kind you might draw on with makeup and glue
for a Halloween costume. I close my eyes, holding back nausea. I try to walk through the series
of events—trying to piece together what happened and when.
Liam had been quiet in the car. I knew he’d believed me after the accusations started. I
knew he trusted me, but maybe I’d underestimated the seeds of doubt that had been planted in
his mind. I tried to lighten the mood when we got in the car by making some joke about the
fourteen-dollar domestic beers; he’d given a weak chuckle and rested his head on the
passenger window.
The detective looks at me with something resembling sympathy but closer to pity.
“Do you recall how much you had to drink last night?” he asks accusingly.
“What? You think…? No. I drove because he… No! Where is he?” I ask, not recognizing
my own voice. It’s haggard and raw.
“Do you recall taking anything to help you relax? Anything that might impair your
driving?”
“No,” I snap, nearly in tears again.
“So, you didn’t take any benzodiazepine maybe? Yesterday…at some point?”
“No— I— Please.” I choke back tears. “I don’t…” He looks at me pointedly, then
scribbles something on his stupid notepad. I didn’t know what to say. Liam must be dead, and
they think I’m too fragile to take the news. Why would they ask me this?
“Ma’am,” he says, standing. He softens his tone. This is it. He’s going to tell me
something I’ll never recover from.
“You were the only one in the car when medics got there,” he says, studying me for my
response, waiting to detect a lie that he can use against me later. His patronizing look infuriates
me.
“What?” The blood thumps in my ears. They think I’m crazy; that soft tone isn’t a
sympathetic one reserved for delivery of the news that a loved one has died—it’s the careful
language chosen when speaking to someone unstable. They think I’m some addict or a drunk.
Maybe they think the impact had made me lose the details, but he was there. I swear to God.
His cry came too late and there was a crash. It was deafening, and I saw him reach for me, his
face distorted in terror. He tried to shield me. He was there. He was next to me, screaming my
name when we saw the truck headlights appear only feet in front of us—too late.

Excerpted from Someone’s Listening by Seraphina Nova Glass, Copyright © 2020 by Seraphina Nova Glass.

Published by Graydon House Books

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September 11, 2018

Audiobook Review: The Party by Robyn Harding


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The Party by Robyn Harding
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Published: 2017

Being a teenager is hard. You believe that all the events that are taking place now are going to be the end all of your life, but it's just the beginning of life. For Hannah, she wants to be a part of the cool kids so bad, she decides to invite a couple to her modest 16th birthday party. Nothing extravagant, just a few teenage girls in the basement for pizza and sleepover, what could go wrong? But when an unfortunate accident leaves one girl badly injured, the whole school will be turned upside down.

Hannah and Ronnie had been friends when they were little. As they grew older, they grew apart. Now Ronnie is part of the popular crew at school and Hannah is dating a popular boy, but still has her more down to earth friends as well. When her two worlds come together at her birthday party, chaos ensues. Given the house rules, everyone at the birthday party breaks them. They drink, take drugs, invite boys over and Ronnie gets seriously injured. After the incident, Hannah is torn between wanting to retain her popularity and keeping her friendship with Ronnie.

What would you do if a child was seriously injured while in your care? What if their parents wanted to ruin you financially, no matter how the child felt about it?

For me, I wasn't sure whose side I was on in this book. I knew I was on the side of the kids. I was a young dumb kid at one point in my life, doing all the things these kids did at this sleepover. The kids understood that what they did was wrong and dumb and that they had to deal with the consequences of their actions. I don't think that I met any people who have turned on their friends the way the kids in this book do. If something happened to my child at a party, I don't know if I would try and get money out of the other family. I don't think I could do that. But I've never been in that situation.



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September 10, 2018

Audiobook Review: Sweetbitter by Stephanie Danler

Sweetbitter

Sweetbitter by Stephanie Danler
My rating: 3 of 5 stars
Published: 2016


Tess has just picked up her entire life in Ohio and decided to move to New York City. She has no plans, no job, but she knows she has to get away. When she arrives in New York, she already has a
place to live lined up, but she has to move quickly to find a job. She drops her resume at several coffee shops and restaurants and hopes for the best. When she come upon one of the best restaurants in the city. She's sure she won't have a shot with this place, but what is there to lose? She is pleasantly surprised when she is invited to train.

It took me a while to get through this book. Vacation was a big part of it and another part was that I just didn't find myself drawn to the story. I think those in the restaurant industry will appreciate this book. My husband, who isn't a reader, was intrigued by the story as I was listening to it once when he was in the car. The main reason I decided to pick up this book was because I was interested in the TV show on Starz after seeing the previews. I had to read the book first before I could watch the show.

So after a month, I finally got through the book. I'm not sure I would ever want to work at a restaurant after this. All the drinking, drugs and sex that goes on. It seems like everyone is sleeping with the everyone else and no one seems to care. I'm sure if I was younger this book would be more appealing to me.

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January 30, 2018

Review: Private: #1 Suspect

Private: #1 Suspect by James Patterson
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Jack Morgan is the head of Private, an Investigation firm out of Los Angeles with offices all around the world. He has an elite team of ex-military and ex-police officers who are all experts in their fields. Jack has just come home from a business trip when he finds his ex-girlfriend dead in his bed. Someone is framing him for murder. Will he be able to find the killer before he is arrested for a crime he didn't commit.

I'm still on my quest to read all of James Patterson books. I'm leaving the series for young readers to my kids. So this book kept me on the edge of my seat the entire time. I read the first book in the series back in 2013 before my blogging days.

Imagine coming home from a long day of traveling, you drop your luggage at the front door, strip your clothes all the way to the bathroom, take a nice long hot shower, and go to climb in bed and find it already occupied with a dead body; the dead body of your ex. This is what has happened to Jack Morgan. Immediately Jack calls his team and then the police show up and decide you're the one to blame.

In addition to fighting for his own freedom, he still has a company to run. With mobsters looking for stolen drugs and businessmen showing up dead in hotel rooms, there's a whole lot going on for Jack to handle.

So far, I'm enjoying the Private series. The next book in the series is Private L.A. (Private, #6) by James Patterson

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August 6, 2016

Review--Wreck and Order by Hannah Tennant-Moore



Wreck and Order by Hannah Tennant-Moore
My rating: 3 of 5 stars

Elsie is a wreck just as the title of the book suggests. She is living mostly off of her father's money with some little jobs to hold her over. She's seeing a guy who barely respects her and she doesn't really seem to have found her direction in life. Taking trips overseas to Paris and Sri Lanka improves on her recklessness, but once she's back in the states, it's hard to control old habits. Will Elsie find her place in this world before she destroys her life?

At the beginning of the book, I could relate to Elsie on some level. During my early 20's I was pretty reckless with my own life doing things that now I can look back and see weren't the best decisions. Those things have made me into the person I am today, but who would I of been without those experiences. Who is Elsie without her crazy alcohol induced, drug addicted boyfriend, Jared? Who is she without Suriya, her Sri Lankan "sister" and without her parents who continue to support her financially even if it's not the best thing for her

I was so looking forward to this book. I first discovered it through Penguin's First To Read Program, but at the time I had some difficulty downloading it to my Kindle I had the opportunity to borrow it from the library, but I was not as thrilled with the overall story as I was hoping to be from the description. To me Elsie seemed like she was going in circles instead of moving forward in her life. Continuing to make the same choices sh know are not good for her, not learning from her mistakes, or maybe she does learn from them but doesn't implement these changes into her life. I rated it three stars, but it's more of 2.5 for me. It started off strong, but the ending left something to be desired.


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